For Our Country

To all my Indonesian brothers and sisters;

If you can read this article in English and understand it without any problem, chances are you’ve got a good education, good enough to communicate in a foreign language, or you’re open-minded, open-minded enough to know that being able to speak English doesn’t make you less patriotic.

In fact, this whole article is about patriotism. Yes, Indonesia. I’m looking at you. Sharply. And the smart people of Indonesia, you too. I want to say this: We failed our country, didn’t we?

My husband and I just came back from Indonesia a couple days ago. I was pretty hopeful to see the new Indonesia, since we have our new president and a new set of parliaments. But Indonesia is the same, even backward. I know there are many people, just like me, put their hopes up along with the new Jokowi administration. I also understand change doesn’t happen over night. But looking at the situation in my country, I wondered if change ever going to happen. Nothing’s wrong with the new elected President. He’s a man of integrity and very down-to-earth. But putting him in a society who refused to change is like putting world’s best driver in a broken car: it doesn’t matter. It’s not going to work.

I feel so saddened. I feel frustrated. Our society, our people, my people, your people, we don’t understand even the very basic rules: You put the trash in a trashcan. If you can’t find a trashcan, it’s not going to hurt you to carry your trash until you find one. You follow the way the traffic goes, you don’t drive your motorbike in the opposite direction when everyone goes one way. You don’t drive your motorbike at the sidewalk – that’s not for motorbikes, but I’m sure it’s very hard to understand. It’s rocket science. And if you got killed in an accident as a result of your moronic act, at least we finally come to understand that stupidity literally kills. Although in some place there is no written rule, you don’t smoke in a public restaurant or in a public space: there are babies, kids, and pregnant women there. Walking a little bit further from a public space to smoke is better than having everyone inhales your selfishness. You form a line by going to the back of a person in front of you or if you happen to be the first person there, stand in the line behind the counter. No, you don’t form a line by standing on the left or right of the first person, that will only create anger since it’s never clear who gets there earlier than who. And no, being an hour late is not funny anymore. It’s pathetic.

I see too many Indonesians don’t understand (or understand but refuse to do) those basic rules, and yet we dream of a new Indonesia: a free-corruption country. Tell me how do we stop corruption at a national level when we can’t even stop ourselves from smoking in front of kids? How do we stop corruption when we can’t even stop throwing trash out the street from the windows of our expensive cars? How do we stop corruption when we can’t even stop people who drive the opposite way? There is a reason why Indonesia is called a developing country: because our character is still being developed. We can put someone as honest as Mahatma Gandhi to be the president of Indonesia, but if we keep our character the way it is right now, not even Gandhi can make a change. Indonesia, I say this out of love. Let’s not fool ourselves. We’re a broken car.

We boast ourselves as a religious country, a country that believe in God and acknowledge the existence of different religions. We’re really committed in doing our religions rules: if you’re Islam, you’d be busy praying 5 times a day and suggesting the usage of hijab to the females. If you’re Christian, you’d be busy deciding which fancy church you can go to and check-in on Facebook, and even busier deciding which music the church should have on. Now tell me, if our religion is so great, why doesn’t it reflect in the country’s condition? If we pray to God as hard as 5 times a day, why the kindness of the God we worship does not illuminate the country? What do we do wrong here, my Indonesia? How do we go wrong?

I remember a tweet written by Rizki Ridyasmara, the author of The Jacatra Secret. He tweeted, “Indonesia needs a dictator who means well for the country.” If we can’t go soft anymore, let’s go hard. Let’s put on ourselves a punishment, a fine, or a jail time if we break the rules. Let’s say it’s wrong when it’s wrong and it’s right when it’s right. Justice should serve any religion at any status. For a sensitive example, if a Batak Christian got caught stealing, I, myself, as a Batak Christian should say it is wrong.

We say we refuse any kind of western influence because it’s not aligned with our values. I tell you what. People in the western side of the world, they don’t need a rule to line up. They don’t need a punishment so that they would throw their trash in a trashcan. And they don’t smoke in public, with or without a sign telling them to do so. As much as you hate to hear this, maybe, just maybe, we do need western influence. If their society understands the basic rules as if it is installed in them, maybe, just maybe, there are one or two values we can learn from.

And if you still understand the content of this article up to this point, my friend, it has been our responsibility to educate the country. So far we fail. But as long as there’s still tomorrow, there is still hope, and I’ll keep trying through the articles that I write here or at IndonesiaMengglobal.com. Take your part. Education is one way to help our people from this mentality for education is the most powerful weapon to change ourselves, the most powerful weapon to change your family, the most powerful weapon to change the society, the most powerful weapon to change Indonesia.





Copas dari Line Gilang

Gelap

Lalu ada apa dengan gelap?
Yang memberikan nama malam
Menyingkirkan mentari
Dan menarik rembulan
Membius rasa kesepianmu
Titik titik rindu
Dalam setiap aliran darahmu

Lalu ada apa dengan malam?
Yang membiarkanmu merasa sendiri
Merasa kecil bagai kurcaci
Dengan kesedihan sunyi
Menunjuk hati yang ingin bernyanyi
Lagi

Lalu ada apa dengan sendiri?
Kau selalu ingin kabur darinya
Aku, begitu pula
Kali ini,
Mengapa ia begitu salah?
Sampai kita tak mau mengalah
Kita memojokkan resah
Selalu ingin menghapus gelisah

Lalu apa yang salah dengan kita?

He loves you so, he trust you not.

Aku dan Dia Melawan Dunia

Aku dan dia melawan dunia
Saling melawan dunia
Bukan aku dan dia saling membantu
Tapi aku dan dia saling membunuh

Aku membunuh dunianya
Begitu pula ia
Tak searah
Tak sejalan

Kami sering terluka
Oleh kami berdua
Tapi kami tak tau cara untuk berhenti
Seperti yang cara itu telah mati

Karma

Aku jijik baca bahasa "karma". Apalagi banyak disalahgunakan oleh remaja masa kini. Dimana karma adalah cara yang digunakan untuk pembalasan dendam. Padahal pengertian karma, pemahamannya, saya pikirtidak sedangkal itu. Tidak hanya mengenai ribuan hubungan remaja masa kini yang kebanyakan, dan saya yakin bahkan sangat banyak, karma hanya untuk digunakan untuk hubungan pendek yang tidak jelas nantinya. Karma ada di pemahaman agama Budha. Dimana setiap perbuatan yang kita lakukan pasti ada balasan. Sama seperti di Islam, kita mendapat ganjaran untuk di setiap perbuatan. Juga dalam pribahasa Indonesia, siapa yang menabur angin akan menuai badai. Karma disini, justru harusnya lebih dianggap untuk bagaimana kalian melakukan kebaikan. Bagaimana kalian berperilaku baik pada orang atau sebaliknya. Bukan untuk hubungan kalian, dan tentang balas dendam kalian itu. Sekali lagi, karma tidak sedangkal itu. Jika kalian benar cinta sama dia, entah siapa dia-nya itu. Kalian tidak akan mengharapkan karma (yang lebih sering kalian artikan buruk) untuk dia. Melainkan kalian harusnya mendoakan kebaikan untuk dia. Dia yang kalian kasihi. Bukan mengharapkan karma. Jika kalian begitu mengharapkan karma untuk dia, saya yakin, kalian tidak sesayang iyu kepadanya. Entah kalian yang mulai menyayangi ke arah yang salah.

Batasan

Banyak batasan tumbuh tanpa aku sadari
Tanpa aku lihat
Tapi kemudian mulai terasa
Dari yang hanya hal kecil yang dibesar-besarkan
Hal besar yang dianggap kecil
Aku merasa,
Semakin banyak aku mentolerir hal
Semakin aku menganggap hal bodoh itu wajar
Hidup hedonis tanpa teladan
Semua sepadan
Aku berjalan jauh ke arah yang salah
Walaupun aku lihat masih
Banyak yang lebih jauh di depan sana
Aku menoleh ke belakang
Melihat temanku yang bisa membatasi diri
Dengan banyak goncangan di sekitarnya
Lalu kenapa aku selalu
Ingin mematahkan semua batasan itu?



*Sempat hilang beberapa baris terakhir😹
Gara-gara handphonenya sempat ngehang.
Padahal aku rasa yang dibuat pertama itu
 kata-katanya lebih mateng. Biarlah.*

Serius

Serius
Aku bergetar
Hatiku gentar
Melihat dunia kian terbakar
Cukupkah kita bersabar?
Melihat anak menuntut malaikat sendiri
Berlomba-lomba mereka mencari materi
Menjebloskan beliau ke dalam jeruji

Mereka tak peduli tentang baya
Yang penting aku kaya
Mangga satu pun aku takan bebaskan ia
Apalagi tanah yang beberapa depa
Tentang dia yang mengasuhpun ku lupa

Seperti itu nurani kalian berbicara
Apalagi yang harus aku baca
Ketika berita tentang itu sudah merajalela
Untuk bumi ini, apakah kalian rela?